Friday, 9 November 2012

HOLLOW


What culture are we proud of?
The country where children touch our elder’s feet,
And later they are kicked to street          
The country where girls are divine
80% of them are killed, some never see sunshine
We are biggest democrat, and still we are being dictated
I really question this, of which soil we are created?

Went to funeral, saw crying eyes
Tears falling down and I won’t lie
When the Dead was alive, nobody said Hi
And now look thousands saying good bye

Is it humanity or is it shame
Humility, guilt, what to blame?
When he was alive didn’t have bread to eat
Now his dead body, getting a lavish treat.
Hollow people, hollow belief
 I have So much to grieve..!!

That old man was friend of mine
Used to tell me about his son, but never whine
His son has kicked him out of the house
For the sake of the property, with the help of his spouse
Now the same son is crying, showing his gratitude
That ugly truth, that fake attitude
I felt like killing him, the urge was hurting me from inside
I had no choice but to morn standing besides.


That old man when was alive
Got all lonely after death of his wife,
When he needed someone, when he needed care
None in his family had anything to share
When he wanted food, thriving for help
All he ever saw was empty shelf
Memories was what he was living on
Now he is dead all gone

My mind asking me this
Why are people now so much concerned?
Are they interested to see, how he is Burned
HE was burning from the day he was kicked
Why none of them ever came and have him picked?
Why are you now giving him bread which he can’t eat?
Where were you when he was in need?
There is so much to ask, so much to know
How can we be so much hollow?
How can we be so much hollow?

Sunday, 21 October 2012

Was I an option to you ?


Was I an option to you?
When you called me I was there
Fighting for you with no fear
I was the one who used to care…. About you
Was I just an option for you?

Was I an option for you?
When you used to call me late  night
Because you had a great fight
How your good times turned dark
And I used to tell you, its just an old bark
Autumn will be replaced by spring
Happiness and laughter it will bring

Was I an option for you?
When you used to have sudden emotional burst
Starving and dying of thirst
Thirst for happiness and no fear
And I used to be there
To hold your rolling tear
The tear which used to pierce me deep
So deep I can’t even share
As I know you DONN CARE!!
Because I was just an option for you

Oh Girl How shall I tell you
With each rolling tear, I used to fear
Fear of you losing yourself, Fear of losing you
Because My heart beats for you
Because this stupid thing beats for you

For every night I used to call
Telling me problems with your boyfriend and hoping I could solve
My heart used to pain, and believe me I tried to evolve
Digging my emotions deep, and poker face on
I knew where I belong
I was just another guy you had
Who had to listen to you when you are sad
As you never cared enough for me
Or wouldn’t have left me
Oh sorry, you blame me of leaving you
After all that we have went through

Complain is a sister of blame
Am done with your heartless game
I will tell this heart some story
How I was used as a lorry
A lorry which used to carry your tear
Tearing its rubber with no fear
Will tell this heart to stop crying
Till it stops loving you And I will keep lying
That She never cared for it
Do you know why?
Because I was just an option… just an option for you
Scr** You!
SCR** YOU!








Friday, 19 October 2012

Dusk-Gone !


Often moving on with your life, you will see thousands and thousands of people around you. Your eye will capture faces, and few will remain in your mind and may be one out of those seen, will enter your life. Right? And then may be that person becomes an impeccable part of your life. And when u again look back who would have thought of this?

I too have had same experience. One of the gems of my life is Nidhi.
I happened to talk to her online 4 years back just to acquire information about her hot cousin, my first school time crush. Talking grew into conversing to sharing to gossips to friends-with-shoulder. Who knew that a girl whom I used to see every day at my tuition center will one day become a girl who would know me the most. Who knew I will have a person who would carry my burden of girls and will be my personal manager ;) :P. My First Girlfriend is how I tease/address her. We did share most of our precious moment together. Traveled almost most crucial part of our life together. We did have a fight and didn't talk to each other for one whole year. Reason? I TOO DONN KNOW. Ego clashed, see this is what I always say- There is no place of such ridiculous emotions in between friends. Anyways all is fine now and we both are rocking again. Now you would be thinking that if I was so close with her, why didn’t I ask her to be my girlfriend. Well I am not a guy with good intellectual brain which is ‘the must’ in her guy. I did try to turn her brain to start liking me, in which I was quite successful..LOL, and she was manipulated in one way or the other, which she clearly refuses. Anyways the point is, no matter where you are, whom you meet, whom u talk to, be polite and be HUMAN. You never know which pawn in your chess board turn out to be a life saver.
Nidhi, I don’t know when will you read this, but whenever you do, I want you to know that I am happy to have you in my life and I will always cherish our moment together.

Lone alone walking down the street
Round the corner we meet
Did my dark receive a Light?
Did my life take a high flight?
Confusion and delusion all gone
In my life entered new dawn

The dawn I missed from so long
I am now here where I belong
I am happy and yes I am going to sing a song
Dusk followed by long night –ALL GONE!

I thank you for being in my life
Showing me how to survive
From people stabbing your back
And giving me Getting-over skill, I severely lacked.

Thank you, for holding my hand
Taking me away from barren land
Land which missed its happy gloomy day
U grew as an amazing beautiful bay
I wish I had more to say
I wish there was; another way
To tell you how important you are in my life
Saving my life from the deep deadly dive
 Thank you for giving beautiful flowers to my lawn
I tell you My life really missed Dawn!!                           
And now I am happy and It’s all GONE

Thank u !!! Love you !!!

Thursday, 18 October 2012

My life misses Dawn



Still miss you
Stupid heart still beats for you
Now you are gone
Life misses dawn

We fought
And happily we sought
The troubles our relation brought
It needed a lots of patience I forgot
Now you are Gone
My life misses dawn

As time grew old
Importance got sold
Wrongs were being told,
Other’s fault shined like gold
Teasing turned to poking
Seriousness replaced laughing
Rational thinking it required
Irrational thought was what we acquired
Got fed up, we broke
Ahh well .. we surely played a wrong stroke
And Now you are GONE
My Life misses dawn..!!

Finding other’s mistakes,
Reduced the successful relation’s stake
Happy future and the dreams we baked
All GONE
I Miss YOU
My life misses DAWN..!!

Donn Know..!!



GOD.... three letter word... !!

Nyways..

She told me to believe GOD
Like a cool dude i said.. its all fraud
Deep inside, i too think am a believer
Surprises in my life as he always deliver

This is y i believe him

Talking aba surprise... I guess THY send her to me
We out of nowhere started talking on .....FB
I haven’t yet completed (on chat) a single line
HAHA.. believe me.. i already thought of having a fine dine..!!
Then our chat begins.... normal talks nothing new
Hii... wassap.. and HOW R YOU?
Continued talking for some more time
Will it rain today?? was my pickup line
She laughed and said... Nope It will not
She has never heard anything of this sought
 we told aba each other as in talks we got engaged..
BUT.. No address.. and Numbers... were exchanged
I did drop my number .. and told her to contact when she feel..!!
gals do act cool... as for then it's not a BIG DEAL..!!

(So she did call... we did talk... our friendship grew stronger... helped each other in difficult time...!!)

This is when I get confused..!!

We used to talk daily... We used to smile
Everything was going gud for quite-a-while
Wishing mornings and night daily was our pact
I never knew By this I will get smacked

(For some reason i couldn’t contact her for 2 days)

So She was scared and prayed to GOD
Plz donn give him my bad luck... Oh LORD
Bring Him Back home safe... bring him good
I will leave him.. if i should...

Looks CUTE RIGHT...!!

So I did come back safe .. Surprises i didnt know
'ALMIGHTY' told her... she had to go..

She had to go... She said... Its a god will...
I DONN BELIEVE IN HIM.. SO CHILL

we started arguing... we started Debate
She had to leave me.... as its already too late

But she did promise to come back soon
am juss waiting for that blue moon

So she went away.. no more we contacted
i did a lot of request.. but she couldn’t get distracted

hope everything’s gonna be normal... as days pass by
I miss her voice... that sweet lullaby...!!

Folks... wat do you thing .. would i get her back
Donn say NO..plz.. Am a person ..with a KNACK ;)..!!

Pray to GOD... or ring the temple's bell
Anybody have it... then give me the love spell

ENDING...

She is an awesome creature... juss firm believer of GOD
DO I believe in THY... i guess i will NOD.!
Donn make presumption...
donn  make any assumption..
Everything is okey... It juss need time
Last thing I wanna do.. is to whine

Broken Heart of a Gal


D moment u went out of my lyf....,
I felt so great... i really felt alive..
No other way 2 go n vd no other aim..,
all I wanted was to LIVe and play my own game,...
4 u living vdout me ws easy ever since,
and for me it was a box of convinence
Bt i neva thot d8... U ll ruin my lyf.... Lyk hell..,
But i made yours pathetic.. woo It does ring a bell...
My life, my dreams wr completely shattered,
LOL am kidding... juss donn get flattered....
I lvd u ever since n den,
Wait i actually donn remember WHEN?....
As of nw when i remember my past,
I had Fun .. happiness permanently cast...
I feel i ws jst another grl u had...
Ohh Wait... I was only One... U EVER HAD.!!

It was a journey ... am glad i took...
Now its over .. The whole world got new look
I have new precpective... i have new Aim
Am a new Play girl... and i Got my own game...

Listen this world ... i donn give a damn
Road side romeo.. stay away... or else baaaammm..>!!!
Am a free bird... have my own thing
I love to fly high.. donn dare to clip my wing!!
This is surely a warning... it surely is a threat
Stay away from me .. or else You will regret..!!

I would like to tell (you)..... and i aint shy
Hell With your attitude... Hell With your style
U were nothing ... U juss made me sick
This is me signing off... and dude u were juss another DI**...!!!

Broken Heart of a guy..!!



This Aint a Story.. This aint a Tale
A part of my life.. which will nevah go stale..
there was a gal.. whom i liked alot
she occupied my body and my every thought

Hey Hey Guys...... juss open ur eyes
what am now gng to tell u aint a LULLABY

Unlike movie... Love Stories donn get Loving End
Mine specially had a crazy stupid bend
Its was awesome in beginning... Got crazy in between
I kept quiet... so she started treating me like a teen
Crazy stupid Bitch... didnt know I am her DADDY
to clear things that day she brought her brother.... Maddy

One Day...!!

I came home Late... . couldn't call as am LAZY
OHH man... am telling ya... BITCHES CAN BE CRAZY
She thought I had an affair... and was with another Girl
Started questioning like something hazy will unfurl
despite on endless effort she still didnt trust
Will U Stop it.... i had an out burst!!

Controlled myself.. and  brought her near..!!..
told her am sorry... u r my dear
I was in office.. working till late
i want some rest... and puffed my cigarette

Still the cloud of distrust was there
I will leave her... she had that fear
I am being honest.. I loved her the most
juss for her... for my frnds i was a ghost
I did everything juss to make her believe
that am hers and will never ever leave
I used to talk to her 16 hrs a day
am actually remembering her as-I-say

I tried everything ... to make her feel secure
But sometimes u can juss no more bear
I had Enough... And I took My Last walk
I called her up .. as i wanted to talk
I told her I cant help it.... I donn think it will work
We should get separated... as i anit a jerk
I tried to simplify..i tried to had it solve
But you were the only one who didnt involve

So here I am gng... Would not like to see You again
wat all went wrong... juss donn let me begin
May u stay happy.. may u stay blessed
we should Breakup .. I suggest

It was hard.... but i truly felt relaxed
I juss had a break up... nthng could be more chill-axed
I thought i should morn a little... i thought i should be sad
OHH DAMN... I cant be senti.... i know.... MY BAD
U must be thinking How emotionless.... i am
i donn have sense and i Seriously donn give a damn
wat happened to me... I only know
How much I loved her... donn wanna show

 Donn wanna talk aba it any more
As my throat is sore
I know this has gone long
U might have gone bore

thank u for listening to my stupid thing
I coulnt stop it... am juss another human being

One thing for sure I will tell you
Gal around you.. juss keep it few
As any other gal who will come in ur life
whom u think l8r she can be ur wife
she will raise questions.. she will be insecure too
donn break her trust... somethings u cant undo

LOL WTF... i started again
i will stop it... will not begin

Byee....!!